Kids, Kids, & family

Hi I am the mom of 4 kids, yes KIDS. baby billy goats!! yall may call them children, but you don't live with them. They eat, break, & destroy everything in their way. I have another kid, but he's my husband, so I can't take the blame there I didnt birth him! hehe I also have 3 grandchildren, they haven't turned into kids yet, but they are from my gene pool, so I expect it any day now.

2 of my kids have moved out, tho one wants to come back home! My husband has promised me when they ALL move out, we will relocate to a tropical island, leave no forwarding address, & make em hunt US down like we have had to do with them plenty of times. (I dont really see this happening, as my children are so special to me!! specially when they sleep hehe but its a good idea!)

The 2 at home are 13 & 14... ahhh the social life, the no responsibilities, the its ok my mom will pay. Oh & don't forget the fighting. Sometimes i want to put a boxing ring in the back yard, & let them have at it. I promise to feed & support the winner!

Sometimes I think what the hell was I thinking having babies? I had a life, a nice life, a great body, a party every day, no curfew, no responsibilities, no one counting on me... then BAM some sperm donor took serious what I just wanted for fun, then there is baby number 1! I don't use the term sperm donor loosely either... When we found out I was pregnant, he was gone quicker then a whore in church! Even left skid marks! Still denies he is the father, If only he knew how bad he has hurt his daughter. If only he knew what a wonderful, fantastic, loving, & beautiful person she has become... well, his loss.

Not that I would give any of it up, it has made me who I am today. Without children, my life would be lacking, lacking pain, agony, heartache, anxiety, panic, unexpected ER trips, love, light, laughter, watching my caterpillars turn into butterflies, oh & so much more! I was born to be a mom.... now if only my kids where born to be kids! LOL I mean its a helluva roller coaster ride, but i have yet to meet a roller coaster I didnt like!!

In this blog, I will try to write about life love & laughter. I may also include the state of the world from my point of view & fair warning, I am not now, nor have i ever been... Politically correct! I say it as I see it, my truth. Tho yours may differ, try to understand this is my truth, my opinion, right or wrong it is what it is.... I'm also new to all this, so cut me slack, give me tips, or kudos.... I'm sure I will get better the more i write, right?

whatever, I'm just saying.........

Love light & laughter always